Mount Eerie – Now Only chords
Chords:
[Intro] F Em C [Verse 1]F CI remember looking around a hospital waiting roomF CFull of people all absorbed in their own personal catastrophesF CAll reading books like Being Mortal, all with a look in their eyesGAnd I remember still feeling like, "No, no one can understand""No, my devastation is unique" [Chorus]CBut people get cancer and dieGPeople get hit by trucks and dieFPeople just living their livesGet erased for no reasonEm GWith the rest of us watching from the sideCAnd some people have to surviveGAnd find a way to feel lucky to still be aliveFTo sleep through the night[Verse 2]Em G FI wrote down all the details of how my house fell apartFHow the person I loved got killed by a bad diseaseOut of nowhere for no reason and me living in the blast zoneAmWith our daughter and etceteraI made these songsCAnd the next thing I knew I was standing in the dirtUnder the desert sky at night outside PhoenixAmAt a music festival that had paid to fly me inTo play these death songs to a bunch of young people on drugsCStanding in the dust next to an idling busWith Skrillex inside and the sound of subwoofers in the distanceAmI had stayed up til threeAmTalking to Weyes Blood and Father John MistyAbout songwriting in the backstage bungalowsCEating fruit and jumping on the bed like lost childrenExploding across the earth in a self-indulgent all-consumingAmWreck of ideas that blot out the starsTo be still alive felt so absurd [Chorus]CPeople get cancer and dieGPeople get hit by trucks and dieFPeople just living their lives get erased for no reasonEm GWith the rest of us averting our eyes[Interlude] C G F [Bridge]Em CWhen I was leaning on Skrillex's tour bus waiting for the hotel shuttle in the middle of the nightAmI barely knew who I wasEmI looked up and saw Orion wielding a club and a shieldAnd there you were again:GMajestic dead wifeAmAs my grief becomes calcified, frozen in storiesAnd in these songs I keep singing, numbing it downGThe unsingable real memories of youAnd the feral eruptions of sobbingF Em CThese waves hit less frequentlyF Em CThey thin and then they are goneF Em CYou are gone and then your echo is goneF Em CAnd then the crying is goneCAnd what is left but this merchandise?[Interlude] F Em C [Outro]F Em F Em CThis is what my life feels like nowF EmLike I got abruptly dropped off by the side of the roadCIn the middle of a long horrible rideF Em C FIn a hot van that was too full of confident chattering dudesG C F Em CAnd the sound of tires recedingG F EmTaking in the night air I sayC"Now only"